To day I had to wake up and found out that my cat was sick he really didn't look good so we took him to the animal hospital I though it might be heartworm which I think is curable. We get there to find out that he has a incurable mutation which is very heart wrenching and means we have to get him put to sleep and cremated. Now i'm at work trying to distract myself from thinking about it and I know it's gonna be hard to conitrate on work but I got to do it